Phillip thought of this time in the brig as simple jail time " Jamie couldn't stand still, he found it hard to stand at all, and his knees were so weak with passion. I have been pretending to be a whore for some time now, I guess it is time for me to learn another important part of my job His hands motioned the boy closer; Jamie's hands went out to hold the sides of his head, " He was talking softly but he seemed to have developed a pleading tone in his voice. I want to give you a car, a nice car, and a job that will pay you a good wage, "My dick is all that I have to give you and it is yours whenever you want it When he had regained enough control that he could talk. It's just; I don't think that I could be what you want. " The boy nodded his head yes He carefully moved straight back and felt the screw pull its head from his flesh. There was a part of him now that wanted this more then Phillip did, but Phillip didn't know that. He was confused about his feelings. I am only asking you to give this thing a try for a few months. Phillips eyes followed the young mans hands until he saw the red spot with the small 'x' in the middle - The truth of the matter was that he needed Phillip, Carson Stockade "How long do I have to work before I get the car, Phillip's chair was an old dinette chair with a chromed metal pipe running around the back and then going down to become the legs below After a thoughtful moment of silence he said " Jamie struggled to find the words that would explain to Phillip how he felt Then one day an army doctor came to visit, he was more then a little shocked at Jamie's condition and ordered him a plate from the mess hall right away. He held him with his face pressed into the side of his neck for a long time. He put his mouth back on the dick and started to - So little one, I want you to stand still like a statue with your hands clasped behind your back and let me suck this sweet little dick of yours just the way I like to do it. " The boy felt that he was being stingy with this man who had given so much to him. He seemed to find an inner calm and let his body flow with the feelings - Do you understand me in this matter. He continued, As far as he knew it was still the record, He had always been slight but the 'ft - He leaned forward and blew a thin stream of air at the head of the boyish dick " Jamie could feel the air move around his dick as Phillip spoke these words, his mouth only inches from the raging hard-on. " Phillip was reaching out to the boy with his hands as well as his eyes, almost like he could tell what the boy had been thinking, The boy was a beauty to boot He smiled his biggest smile at him and walked to the front of his chair, This guy had an effect on him that was uncanny I have to hold on to that sense of honor or I might as well turn into a queer myself. "Come here little pet with a dick" - And how about eating your own cum, does that frighten you at all.

When he didn't cave, the commander started to limit his food to a thousand calories a day and everything had to be refrigerated for twenty-four hours before Jamie got it " I want it too; we all want to be loved by somebody - About the dick sucking, I am afraid, but I want a car and some money, Jamie had promised himself, while he was inside that cell, that he would always be the one in control once he got released - "Look Phillip, you are a nice man and I really like you Jamie had lived through it and knew better, they had tried to break his will, and they almost had - In their absence he rose and went around the table and bending down hugged the bigger man with all his strength - The cold steel floor made the soles of his feet get thick and dry until they cracked and bled with every step, Jamie never broke, Is that right. mie's for an instant This fucking guy was so cute, so innocent, natural, pure, God, the list of ways this boy attracted him was endless, When do I get the car "My, my what have we here little pet - "Why don't you show me how happy you want me to be The boy needed to have the release that he had promised. Phillip went on with what he was doing as though the boy had never spoke, You are trying to turn me into a queer and get me to live with you like I was a fucking woman or something - It was not as big as Phillips but it was big enough, seven inches of straight hard dick, topped with a circumcised head that was swollen to the size of a plum, They had been over this before and his irritation was showing I will pay you twenty-five dollars if you do this until I tell you to stop. He knew that the man could feel the beginning of his erection as he brushed it against his ear. " His hand continued to stroke the boy with such a gentle tempo, slow and steady almost soothingly stroking the hard and hair- triggered dick His mouth opened, he raised his head up and off Jamie's rock hard and jerking dick, Thanksgiving dinner that year was cold stewed tomatoes and five slices of white bread, Christmas was a box of cornflakes and five slices of white bread no milk but all the water that a man could drink. He softened his voice, lost some of the anger The only body hair that he had was a tuff of hair just above his dick It hurt like hell when it pulled free. Someday I will be a father and a husband but until then if it is important to you that I do this then I will I think you are very sexy in a powerful sort of way. The young man's heart had swelled and forced a lump into his throat He had just spit out something really stupid and he had no string to pull it back with I don't want to lose you Jamie, " He waited for Phillip to reveal what he was thinking - Phillip's mouth and lips worked magic on the boy's dick, slowly working their way up and then back down the shaft until it was hard as rock and throbbing in the back of his throat " Phillip seemed to have lapsed back into his old self, demanding yet playful, I don't want to be a queer His confusion was so great that he was sure that he was making a fool of himself in front of the man he most wanted to impress. Jamie held the eyes of Phillip as he reached across the table to take the older mans large hands into his own, This was a really kinky path he was walking now, he wondered not for the first time, if he should pull back and get the hell away from this guy, He had no fucking ideal what he was doing, he loved hot sex and he was so hot right now, but Jamie was afraid

He could feel the muscles working up and down while his cock was buried to the hilt in the mans face - I am sure that this is the best thing that could possibly happen to you Phillip all that I have to give to you is already yours, my true friendship and my body He was a nice guy and really knew how to suck a dick, but the boy didn't know if he wanted to become his 'boyfriend', or 'bride'. " The boy was in uncharted waters here but he wanted to impress him with how strongly he felt about this stuff - He let his dick slide around the seated mans head until he reached his face. He begged. "No, not this time little one "Tell me again what you want little one" His hand held the hard dick but did not move, Just as he began to feel the hot cum rise up in him, the hand stopped It had been November when he arrived and soon the Colorado winter began to take its toll on him, Jamie started to move his hips in a fucking motion - Carson diet' of his commanders had helped him lose seventy pounds, he was still putting it back on but a little at a time Jamie suddenly fought against Phillip's strength and forced himself to stand up although he was still forked across his leg, "No I don't mean that, I know you want to cum, I mean what do you want from life, "At least six months, six months and the car is all yours He managed to keep his smile contained and tried to project an expression of confused concern. He seemed to be swallowing as Jamie felt his throat muscles start to work on his dick - Now the young man was facing away from Phillip, whose arms wrapped around the boy to stroke his cock and play with his nipples. Jamie was more then willing to go along with this request, I will make a fine husband to you, I will be a man who will protect you and love you. "Don't move, Let me do the work here, after all I am the queer not you. " Phillip didn't answer; he picked the boy up and spun him around so that the boy was standing and facing the larger man He tried to compose himself a little. Jamie had started to move on Phillip's leg again when Phillip hands started to pinch and tease the boy's nipples, Jamie let loose with a low moan, Phillip had a hell of a time stopping a big smile from washing over his face. He had to be careful; there is a thin line that separates the queers from the guys who service them - You think that I have to be with you all the time, trapped like a rat or some sort of a pet with a dick. Hell I like to get my dick sucked but that's not enough for you is it Tonight that little screw was like a spike, pressing like a blunt tipped nail into the flesh of Jamie's chest I can't be what I ain't even if that is what you want me to be, I need to have this time The last few days he had been getting a little pushy about why he didn't go up river with him - There was a smile in the big guys voice as he looked up at the sexy man standing beside him and said " His thumb caressed the rounded ridge at the back of the head of the young dick But it doesn't matter because I like the taste and hope to taste it a lot more before I am done with this world - He looked him in the eye as he lifted his T-shirt over the short hair that was just now growing back into a normal length, revealing the paratrooper tattoo on his upper arm. One part of him was happy that his dick stayed hard a lot, after all that was the tool that paid the rent, " I don't know, A lot I guess, Now this was something that the boy could deal with It was hard to deal with this kind of decision while he was so horny.

The slut was who he could be some of the time, He was so hot. "Now little one, I know that you are not a queer like me, but I want us to share something. Not by charging money but by being so hot and so exciting that they would pay his expenses just to have him around, It was almost like a small brand he thought Phillip came up from his face dive and, smiling at the young mans misery, and said, He had stood outside of the greyhound station in Houston and let the men cruise by until one would pull over and he would go slide into the car and they would drive away while they talked of what they wanted of each other You and I will be on my boat alone, nobody else - I want to make your body burn with the heat of my lust for you I am not a queer. I promise that I will be here ready to go on your next trip. He had refused to work; the commander had put him in solitary until he changed his mind You are just a dick that I like to suck, Jamie thought of these things as he held the man, he realized how much this meant to the man in his arms, " For a naked boy with his hands behind his back humping a mans leg with a hard-on waving in front of him, he thought that he had put a good deal of command in what he had said I had no hopes or plans for the future " He took the whole length of it down his throat in one gulp He only let them suck his dick; he never did anything for them - His eyes were on the floor as he asked Phillip to finish him off, his hands stayed behind his back almost as though they did not exist. " Phillip's big hands reached out and took hold of both of the boyish hips " OK. " He smiled at him as he remembered some of the things that they had did, and where they had done them, these last few weeks, Now this, Jamie had a hard-on from being exposed to pain. The tugboat captain had the young ex-paratrooper riding his leg rubbing his boy pussy through his jeans Love can turn despair into hope, The boy tried to hide the fact that he was about to explode all over Phillips hand from fear that he would stop if he were aware of it Phillip was willing to share everything with him; Jamie didn't mind a little pain for this man, "OK" His hands found themselves holding one another behind his back "Very good ", Phillip reached his big hand out and took the boys dick, which was already hard I've been in jail and now I want to be free of all restrictions for a while. "Phillip, I have come to feel that I am a part of your life already " Look, I like you, I like you a lot. " The young man stopped talking for a moment and then said, I am very grateful to you for all your help these last few weeks But most of all I want to make you happy. I can help you, and you can save me. I want you to give yourself to me as a bride. It passed, that ready to shoot tightness, slowly receded He was one of those service guys and saw no reason to change teams, It would be nice if words had strings attached to them so that when you spit out something stupid you could just pull it back and try something different, Anytime at all, anywhere at all. " By now the boy had to move his hands form Phillips head to his shoulders to maintain his balance

"Jamie I want you to slide your ass back and forth on my leg like I was moving you on it a while ago, "This little spot ain't shit compared with what you are trying to do to me now, " Jamie thought for a moment and then smiled at Phillip as he doubled the blowjobs that Phillip had requested, When he left Ft Carson he held the record for solitary confinement, he had lasted from November 20th until February 28th. Finally, he let his arms slip from the older mans torso, He smiled and said He found himself giving in to the urge to let go and be what this man wanted him to be - Jamie found himself willing away the pain from the screw and finding a warm glow taking it's place, I want to feel your touch on me and I want to know that you will please me when I need pleasing "My leg is cramping, I want you to turn around and sit on my other leg and go back to what you were doing", as Phillip spoke these words he was helping the young man on his lap to carry out the instructions, The kid was getting hot and at the same time excited As his jeans hit the floor he stepped out of them and pushed his briefs down to join his other clothes on the floor. As long as you give me a place to stay I promise that you can suck me as often as you might like " This was something new, the boy was surprised by the control Phillip was exerting but he was willing to follow his instructions if that was what it took to get those hot lips wrapped around his dick again. I think that you might be the one who could make me want to be alive again, I feel different since we have been together - It scares me because you make me want to do things for you and to you, You make me get so hot sometimes that it worries me, no, it scares me. He could see the truth in his eyes as he heard the words, I want to be able to touch you and hold you any time that I need to or want to There was a boy within him as well as the slut and the young man. The embrace lasted long enough for his tears to stop and he was able to regain his composure a bit, " Jamie rubbed the red spot on his chest that marked the spot where he had been screwed by chair. I was afraid that you would not want to do that yet you make no objections to it at all Through it all he kept his hands locked together behind his back. " Phillip's hand built up a little speed for a couple of strokes then he went back to caressing the head with his thumb and forefinger. Jamie watched Phillips's face as he tried to answer his question but the words would not come to him "Listen Jamie, I want you to understand what I am telling you now A common experience for a queer but not so common for a real man like yourself. "If you really want to make me feel good, you know what I like" As he spoke he strolled around the table to stand beside the man "So, I am a queer and you are a red, white, and blue sort of regular guy huh However I will want to watch you eat your own cum from my fingers and hand twice a week Phillip watched his face as the boy looked up at him. " Phillip asked. " His hand had started to slowly stroke the boy's dick but his grip was so light, so fleeting that it felt like feathers rather than fingers " His eyes drilled into Phillip's as he spoke. Jamie blinked away tears as he raised his head and looked into this loving face, " Jamie watched Phillip's hand, it had started to move again on his dick as he finished what he had said - I know that you're a queer and that you want to suck my dick Jamie was fighting a different battle "How many men have sucked on this nice dick of yours so far in your young life. Making the boy weaker at the same time as he made himself stronger,

But I can't, not yet, I'm not ready I will eat my cum from your hands when you want me to, at least twice each week, as long as I work for you "Oh God - His hands went to Phillip's head and started to caress it. He caught the spastic dick in his mouth and plunged down the shaft until it rested deep inside his throat. When that was happening to you, somebody else was in control. "Is that so, do you want a car - The jabbing pain and the pleasing effect were doing a number on his mind - Slim, short, tight, trusting, he was lost in that endless list again "Ok, I know what you want See our user's amateur home archives - He was a pretty decent sort of a guy for a queer and he knew that the man could help him out with a lot of the money troubles that he was having, I want you to put your hands behind your back and leave them there until I tell you otherwise, I know that you used to let strangers suck your dick for money when you were in Houston and when we met. I will pick the time and place and you will always agree The boy stepped across the older man's leg pushing himself into the space between the man and the table From the start he had felt that this man was different, special. It had turned into a pissing contest between him and the commander of the Ft. " Jamie was getting very concerned he wanted to smooth this thing over "OK, my little tease you, I am the queer, and you are just my pet with a dick huh, Phillip stopped How much a week, " Phillip's hand working on the ex-soldiers dick never stopped but he did start to pull the boy forward and then push him back a bit as he stroked and rubbed on the hard cock in his hand "What happened to you there - You can make me happy too You have changed that for me He was weak with the desire that the man had built into him with his actions - " Phillip looked like he really was sorry about this little sore spot He let himself slip a little deeper into the role of whore as he pushed his pelvis against the side of Phillips head "You should have said something man, shit I didn't know that I was hurting you when I was holding your hands " His hand stopped stroking His own strong arms bringing the hard back edge of the chairs frame painfully into his chest, I think we can make it into something you would be proud to own, I am not queer, I like you so much that I almost wish that I were, but I am not I gave it to you last night didn't I As Phillip stroked and teased this dick that he had come to love he thought that he would have to change his plans. Another part of him knew it ain't cool when somebody else is pushing all your buttons and you respond every time by getting a boner " The kid almost moaned, I want to cum. This thought did not stop his dick from getting hard as a rock. He felt more like a whore then he had ever felt before

"I will pay you one thousand dollars a month plus room and board" He stopped talking but his hand went back to slowly stroking the dick in his hand - In the future I will expect you to kiss me when I kiss you, and I will be kissing you - You are certainly a big part of my life Pulling the older mans head into his crotch, he said He wasn't sure that he wanted to be trapped on his tugboat 1000 miles up the river dependent on him for everything he might need He let himself melt into the glow. The boy could feel the strength in the older mans body, but it was not Phillip's arms that held Jamie in his painful position, His hand stroked to the base of the boys dick and then pressed firmly into his body causing Jamie's dick to leap and jump wildly before his face Something good to eat maybe Jamie's food was good for the next two days and then he was told that due to lack of space he was being given an early release He ignored the burning on his chest and bending over kissed the top of Phillip's balding head, He pulled until Jamie was standing over his big leg again, with a downward motion of the hand holding the young mans dick he made the boy sit on his leg once again On the chair that Phillip had sat in tonight there was a loose screw, this screw would usually be snugged down into a counter-sunk recess so that it would never be noticed, much less felt by anyone "No " I am surprised that you are not more concerned with having to suck my dick for me. Phillip watched as the boy he loved tried to get a grip on his shit. It was a hard time but there had been some moments of prideful rebellion. He did need the money and he did like the way he made his dick feel, Phillip could play a mean tune on a skin flute. "What will you pay me for the work on the boat Phillip was still completely clothed sitting in his chair while the boy stood on display before him, She had always been inside of him, sometimes cheering and urging him on, but tonight she took over. Jamie was sure that he was making a big mistake but he nodded his head yes and started to rub his butt on the older mans leg I was pretty much dead before I found you. He seemed to be able to feel the strength as it flowed from the boy to the man. Somehow he felt that he should offer anything to this man but you could lose your soul that way - "Don't stop I am sure that someday I will meet a woman and we will hit it off, I can't let go of what it takes to be a man - Now I think about how to get new contracts, " Jamie's mind went back to those days in the brig, He looked up at the boy standing naked before his chair. This was happening in a metal cell six feet wide by eight feet long and only six feet tall - How we can build this little business into something that I will be proud to give to you. "Brought your sweet self here boy," Phillip said as he pulled the young man by his dick, The commander also took away any seasonings like salt or sugar or anything else that might bring any pleasure while you were eating - Let me breathe the air like a free man for a few weeks before you ask me to confine myself to the decks of your barges and boat. I cannot become a queer and marry you like you want me to do. That's not all; 'things' are better now, Free hardcore twinks porn & erections videos you always wanted - Things that a man shouldn't do with another man. He loved the test of the pain; he loved standing up to it for the sake of this man who held him

You are not afraid that you might turn into a queer if you suck me. But that is my problem and nothing to do with you little one No, no, it's not like that, The young man was who he was, The boy stood as still as he could while Phillip gave him the ride of his life - The conversations that goes on for hours, jumping from point to point, "You know how much you mean to me, you have eyes, I have not hid my feelings for you. Pulling the smaller man down until he sat on his leg, one leg on each side But you got to remember that you're the queer. That warm peaceful feeling with its glow scared the shit out of him - The young man twisted and turned unable to stand still, he heard his own voice as it gave a low moan. His fingers locked in to the strong yet thin forearms of the boy with a surprising strength, his eyes hot, wet with his intensity, Please don't stop Phillip, suck me off babe - You can save me from a wasted life" Phillip forced himself to stop; he was rambling on and sounded desperate even to himself, Jamie explained that it was something on the back of his chair that had jabbed him while he was hugging him a while ago I am sorry but that is the way it is, " It was as close to a proposal as Phillip had ever come with anybody. Food seems to taste better when you are with someone special, He kinda liked to think of himself like that, a guy who had a hot body and liked sex enough to make his living doing it He could feel this thing with Phillip getting out of control, I was just going through the motions day after day, until that finial day they buried me This had an effect; Jamie dropped weight until he only weighed 94 lbs, Jamie was finding it hard to maintain his balance so he sat down a bit harder on Phillip's leg You have done this for me "I don't want to lock you up, I want to set you free Someone who loves you can turn a night into an adventure I hope that I returned the favor to you, His partner and his slut - I know that someday I will leave here and have a wife, Someone that you love can shine the light of joy into the dark corners of your life. We can work together to make our dreams come true - You have made me very happy. He asked him the first question that popped into his head I want to be able to suck your dick anytime I might want to, that goes without saying, but besides that I want you to do a few things for me that you are not doing now. It was Jamie's love for this man, He held the boy deep in his mouth sucking and working on it with his lips and tongue He felt himself flowing into another shape becoming somebody different then the man he had been before, " Jamie was so excited that he almost broke into a shivering fit as Phillip stroked his dick a couple more times, I am not the same, as when we met, I have become a better man for having you around me "Just give me a little time to get the military out of my system The larger man started to use more force as he started to rub the kid's ass back and forth on his leg in a slow fucking motion,

I am just a guy who would rather have his dick sucked by a man then to have to do without, The floor and walls as well as the ceiling was shiny sheet metal, the only openings were for the single unit sink-shitter appliance. It was a hard task because as he was talking he was realizing just how much he did feel for this man, Well little pet walk around in front of me and take off your clothes Jamie felt dirty and cheap, this was not a manly thing to do, a real man would never be caught doing this sort of thing, He thought that he was offering himself much as a cheap whore might flaunt her body to hook a john The boy in him, who still wanted to grow into the man he hoped that he would become, could not stand the thought of it and began to resist Jamie watched the stupid kitchen clock, shaped like a cat, as it swung its plastic tail back and forth for twenty of the longest and best minutes of his life. His cheeks rubbed that hot piece of boy meat inside his mouth as he sucked deeply on it - "I will take the job and I will let you suck my dick anytime you want to He needed a little more distance between him and that time in his life before he wanted to limit his motions again. "I like the taste of cum, maybe that is one of the things that make me a queer Teasing the boy, toying with him as he talked The man in him, too weak to resist this feeling, sat back and let the slut run wild, I will give you a blowjob now and again, but I can never be like a wife to you Is that so. His hand rubbing the indentation on his chest, he walked back around the table and sat down. His body was hairless except for a little hair around his dick, not because he shaved but because it just never grew, Jamie would not surrender so he would have to be seduced a little at a time until he was ready to become who he was meant to be "Phillip, I have tasted my own cum before, simple curiosity led me to do it - He really didn't want to hurt this mans feelings or to fuck up his place to stay He spread his legs and rubbed his hot ass on Phillips leg in the tempo of the hand stroking his cock, After a few days the commander had decided to remove the wooden platform that served as Jamie's bed, He stood before Phillip completely naked, one hundred and forty pounds of hot young man with a stiff seven inches of always ready to go dick, I want to have you as a wife, someone that I can always trust to bring pleasure into my life Phillip raised his hands and held Jamie's' close to his chest I think I remember you saying something about getting a car - "Phillip take me, make me cum. Will you do this for me A few days later he was stripped down to his briefs and the guards started to open windows. I will expect you to give me at least one blowjob a week, but you will not have to swallow my cum if you don't want to - The younger man was glad that he had the table to hide his hard-on, What gives here, Phillip seemed to be able to suck the strength out of boy's body, I think that you told me you got ten dollars but you did it for nothing if they were too broke to pay you - For the first time in his life he felt the slut in him take control - Don't you understand that I don't want to ever become a queer, that I would rather die right now, then be a queer and live forever" "You know that I want to go with you The screw head had left a deep hole like impression just above Jamie's right nipple, " "Yes, I want a car I guess, but right now I want you to finish what you started The thought almost pushed the boy over the edge and he could feel his cum starting to rise He still felt the pain but instead of something to be suffered through, the pain had become a test of desire I'll always be happy to let you suck my dick but that is a far as it goes " Not another word was spoken for the next twenty minutes, I want to make your life happy